I am having one of those moments, one of those stages of life, where change needs to occur.
Where the current plan is feeling a little dull, a little dry and a little cracked.
Trying to mend the cracks is exhausting and not making me happy.
Trying to catch the pieces that are starting to fall off and flake away is hard work.
So I have decided to let them drift away. I am letting them fall.
I am letting myself crack and peel.
Right now it feels hard and sad.
Very soon I know it will feel refreshing and freeing.
You see, when the paint starts to crack and peel it is time for a fresh coat.
A new coat, painted any colour you like.
A smooth, even, bright coat that will make you happy.
I am currently letting those old paint chips fall in preparation for a new coat.
I am going to paint it a bright colour.
A colour that makes me feel happier and more inspired to live life.
I don't know what colour to paint it yet.
That is part of the journey, part of the process.
But, I am moving forward searching for that colour.
Maybe it will be blue, maybe it will be green, maybe it will be a rainbow.
I don't know yet.
But, I am looking forward to finding out.